WELL

i love kinks.
i'm in desperate love with this type of trenchies:
 


though, i do not like the zippers n the first one but the second one is more like it!
i'm especially in love with model WHICH I CAN'T FIIND ANY IMAGES OF!
Victoria Stilwell in the TVshow "it's me or the dog" has a beautiful and VERY sexy trench, but i can't find any images of it in google. infact, almost NONE of that woman at all. and her web page was a big disapointment, tacky witch no class or "domina"sense (wich everyone must agree on that she radiates!).
i'm actually thinking of writing channel4 and asking them on that trench coat. it's so gorgouse.

[AARGH i got a shitty crap song by the corny dance/disco band "aqua" from Denmark. it's called rorses are red(i think) and yes they use the whole phrase and etc. it SUCK and now i'm stuck with the last jingle of it in my head aaaah]


i'm such a schmuck!
today when i packed all my things to go with the computer when i left my parents place i had my usb link for my camera on the table, and OFF COURSE, YES YES. i have forgot it.
how stupid can one be?

now you'll never see the funny pictures of my favorite bull terreir: PIXI!
hope that i can update soon.. WITH pictures.

X(


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updated:
i DID pack the usb link! here are some photos reguarding the text above:

rascalberry's super cute bull terrier pixi:

pic numer one: pixi the first time i met her, with purple panties due to period ;D
pic number two: pixi second time i met her, with checkabord-chick pattern collar and panties, on her 4th birthday-
i love it that you can spot idah ( rascalberry)'s foot in both pictures, i'm such a photographer!

 
 the heart-shaped cake we made for pixi (and us, off course!) and idah is spoted taking a pic of pixi, who is wining on the kitchen floor.

yees it's true.

NO IT'S NOT!!!

ha-ha-ha. i'm just pulling your legs!

the reason i haven't been writing is me not having my computer at my new apartment.
but tomorrow i'll take my computer there and that's (hopefully!) the end of this!

three important issues for me right now:
•epileptic health
•my pet-lizards(with the corny names ;)
•and my longing for a PT cruiser


we start at the bottom:

i've never thought i would like a car that is new BUT inspired of old cars.
part because i don't like new cars and part because i really do not like new cars that imitate an old model.

BUT for some skanky reason have i completely lost my self in this beauty:
the Chrysler PT Cruiser (i like the -05 editions the best but the others will do to, if you spontaneously would want to buy me the best gift ever..)


i think i like the left one the most. but these colors are the ones i like the most for exterior.

i hurt's me that it's so expensive but when i'm rich i'll be sure to buy it!


okey so issue number two:
my pet lizards ♥ !
my two little sweetheart babies are staying at my parents because i haven't got any room for them in my apartment for the moment BUT peter and i are going to look at another apartment on the 23rd which is great, it's a little bit bigger, so i will have room for my babies.
Today when a came to my parents home i cleaned the terrarium and had Fiend moving back in with Olli. Olli went pissed and hissed at Fiend (pissed and hissed!). but find wasn't very frightened. later on the became their usual friends when they slowly started to recognize each other. But i think they still are a bit confused because i just re-decorated their home ;D


issue number three:
epilepsy
my medication ran out some week ago/maybe five days. and i took me until today to get a new recipe. I didn't think i would get an seizure and i didn't but i got the awful pre-seizure feeling that feels like death.
though it happened at Idahs place so we went to the living room and sat in the sofa, which felt very secure. And i also think that because of i hugged and cuddled with Idahs bull terrier Pixie, and that makes me feel safe, it just disappeared.
anyway: now i got my medication and i THINK i feel better (my head has been very messy these last days) but it can be just placebo effects, i don't know.

cheers for now, funny pics will come later!
kisses!

ooh today i gave my sweetie his medicine, he did not like it at all! my father had to hold Fiend still as i tried to insert a card between his jaws to get the medicine in.
as i finally managed to give him the antibiotics, he locked his jaws and closed his eyes so i couldn't get the pipette out!
it was actually pretty scary, when he just locked himself like that.
It was scary because both my father and i knew that his instinct told him that we were trying to kill him, which broke my heart.

this is fiend and me at the vet:



ANYHOOO!
this is a less important, just dorky, problem i got:
my birthday is in a week and i can't figure out what to wish for?
i think i'm going for some art books and fashion/sewing books.
i know i want a game boy-game which i played as a child (it was a friend from germany who owned it and i'd forgot the name of the game, which i by the way finally found after searching ebay: boomers adventure)
then maybe i'm going to wish for some acrylics. uh and what more? absolutely fabulous on DVD maybe?

i do want a new digital camera, but i don't want to pressure my parents to buy expensive stuff because i know they're kind of tight on the money-front.


o dear o dear


oh and BTW: i was at "skansen" (sort of a zoo in stockholm) a few days ago(my best friend and i love animals very much and try to go there once a year).
this is a fine picture of me when i was there:


More more and more pictures can be found here:
Bambi.bilddagboken.se
it's a swedish photo-blog site, sort of like flickr but more like a journal.
click on the link and click in the left sidebar on the date "26 juli"(26 july).
there are all my funny skansen-pictures with lots of animals and fun stuff ;DD

cheers!